Maintaining my faith in the midst of a storm 🙌🏾

Going through a lot!

First, I want to say thank you all for your responses under my last post! They were so helpful, and I was able to finish my video for my Hoorae application 🙌🏾.

Next, I want to share some encouragement for anyone going through it, whatever “it” may be.

Remember how I spent New Year’s Eve at the ER? Things have gotten worse. I wondered if I should share this, but I share everything else, so I thought I’d let my sadgurlz know that something is wrong. I’ve been having neurological, cardiac, and other physical symptoms that have left doctors mostly stumped. This ailment has left me stuck in bed. I’m constantly dizzy. I can’t drive anymore. I barely sleep. I have to limit how many steps I take, or my heart rate will skyrocket. I’m wearing a heart monitor now. I’ve been having “complex migraines,” and even my vision is affected. Every moment of every day is a mystery. Luckily, I can still write. Albeit slower 😅.

This is not Covid. Because of the sudden onset, I 100% believe I’ve been poisoned by something that affects your nervous system. I know it sounds strange, but…stranger things have happened.

Even though I’m still searching for answers, I’m not giving up.

No matter how many things have been thrown my way in the last year, my faith is unshakable. And I know God will push me through this storm. I will have a breakthrough, and I’ll be able to resume life. Most testimonies are shared after the fact. After suffering in silence. After crying alone in the dark. But I want to share while I’m in it. Because I want everyone to see in real-time what can happen when you believe and when you try.

If you’re standing up and the world is knocking you down. You’re not alone. Keep standing!!! Keep trying. Keep going. It’s all we can do, and it makes all the difference. Speak positively. Maintaining a positive outlook does wonders for your health annnnd love can be healing.

I know this isn’t the usual post. But dealing with this has been taking up every minute of every day. If you’re a praying person, please pray for me! If you’re a medical professional or understand toxic substances, please let me know what you think this could be! I’m willing to share symptoms, etc. If you collect funny memes…tweet them at me, ha!

I know the next update will be a positive one! I’ll improve, I’ll finish my books, and my testimony will be as loud and disruptive as this storm!!

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