I am releasing the distorted version of myself I created in my mind that I felt deserved all the trauma, suffering, and self hatred I gave myself because I was in pain and didn’t want to point any pain or blame towards anyone else so I pointed it inward.
I am accepting the person that I really am and the person I am becoming.
I also need to accept the fact that I need to watch Nana all of the way through lol I started it at some point in my teen years, but I never went back. Now’s a good time to start it over.
Ahhh I’m surprised you’ve never seen Nana before! It’s my favorite!!😍 definitely right up your alley. Hachi is super triggering but like you said, it’s because she’s relatable in triggering ways. She’s definitely super young and impressionable, and the timeline of events happens super fast in the story. I couldn’t stand her at all when I first watched it, but when I rewatched it as a 30+ adult I found my self giving her grace the way I needed to give my younger self grace. Nana is so good!😭🩷 the anime isn’t finished but it will always stick with me & get rewatched in my house lol
I almost wish I'd watched before so I can compare my perception of her at a different point in my life to now! I truly empathize with her, and it almost pains me to see her accept poor treatment or not live for herself. I'm gonna binge the rest of it eventually once I'm caught up with writing!
You and I are walking down the same road!
I am releasing the distorted version of myself I created in my mind that I felt deserved all the trauma, suffering, and self hatred I gave myself because I was in pain and didn’t want to point any pain or blame towards anyone else so I pointed it inward.
I am accepting the person that I really am and the person I am becoming.
I also need to accept the fact that I need to watch Nana all of the way through lol I started it at some point in my teen years, but I never went back. Now’s a good time to start it over.
I feel that first point so bad!! I'm glad you're accepting yourself 💗
Definitely give it a watch...it's so good 😭
Ahhh I’m surprised you’ve never seen Nana before! It’s my favorite!!😍 definitely right up your alley. Hachi is super triggering but like you said, it’s because she’s relatable in triggering ways. She’s definitely super young and impressionable, and the timeline of events happens super fast in the story. I couldn’t stand her at all when I first watched it, but when I rewatched it as a 30+ adult I found my self giving her grace the way I needed to give my younger self grace. Nana is so good!😭🩷 the anime isn’t finished but it will always stick with me & get rewatched in my house lol
I almost wish I'd watched before so I can compare my perception of her at a different point in my life to now! I truly empathize with her, and it almost pains me to see her accept poor treatment or not live for herself. I'm gonna binge the rest of it eventually once I'm caught up with writing!